Darren Williger's Blog - Latest Comments

Re: Just Got Home to Illinois. Lock the Front Door, Oh Fuck!

Vlad Pinktov — Wed, 19 Mar 2014 10:19:43 -0000

You not know what it is like to live in a police state, you silly "American"! In Russia our police would terminated you long time ago for your stupidity and dangerous doings.

Re: Just Checking In. Again. 030514

SgtVargas — Thu, 06 Mar 2014 22:08:52 -0000

Boy, you are asking for it. Don't make me come over there with my nightstick!

Re: 121914 – Wednesday Minute

DarrenMKE — Thu, 27 Feb 2014 20:03:46 -0000

No point. Gay sunglasses. Downvote.

Re: Lunch with Julie – Friday at Friday’s

RickRamirez — Fri, 21 Feb 2014 20:14:35 -0000

Looking forward to Sushi Para tonight! Darren I will be there in a few
minutes with Derek, Laura, Linda and the Bills! Meg Whitman was busy tonight!

Re: Lunch with Julie – Friday at Friday’s

Testicles — Wed, 19 Feb 2014 20:58:11 -0000

Schlong? Can't go wrong?

Re: Sushi Para Palatine Illinois

DerekMKE — Tue, 18 Feb 2014 09:52:15 -0000

Want..... so bad.....

Re: Lunch with Julie – Friday at Friday’s

Base — Tue, 18 Feb 2014 00:20:23 -0000

All Darrens base are belong to us!!! To us!!!!!!

Re: Lunch with Julie – Friday at Friday’s

Dick — Tue, 18 Feb 2014 00:18:36 -0000

Darrens is so stoned on his drugs he's not reading comments on own blog! Time to inject SQL and own this POS! h4x0r unite! \/m\/

Re: Lunch with Julie – Friday at Friday’s

Dick — Sat, 15 Feb 2014 10:30:18 -0000

Me: Knock knock.
Darren: Who's there, Derek Utley, not again!!!
Me: No, Dick.
Darren: Dick.. who?
Me: Dick In Your Face!

Hahahahahahhaha. Darren loves the Dick! In his face!!!

Re: Channel Partner Manipulated for Medical Details

Dick — Fri, 14 Feb 2014 19:20:35 -0000

You're quite the nutjob!

You think there is a huge conspiracy against you! No one cares, you were fired, get over it and move on, douchebag!

Re: Darren Williger is a Handsome Bald Man

Darren — Sat, 25 Jan 2014 19:05:37 -0000

That's all fine and dandy in your narcissistic sociopathic world, but you have a video on your youtube that is a recording of a phone call with you and your then-boss at HP, Bill Taylor. (It is illegal in the states to do that, BTW) Clear as day he gave you a 2 week notice that your position was eliminated because you couldn't meet sales numbers, and he was putting another person in Texas instead. All of this made up stuff with concussions and head wounds and sick leave all happens after this date, something your drug addiction and mental illness helped you manifest. HP fired you in March and you don't realize until December- and you are surprised? Give me a break! I only know so much about this because I had to research you for a psych term paper, Now that the term is over and I have my final grade I can risk corresponding with you anonymously. I unfortunately was assigned you as my topic. You aren't fooling anyone, Darren. We know.

Re: Darren Williger is a Handsome Bald Man

Darren "DWilly" Williger — Sat, 25 Jan 2014 13:57:56 -0000

Something with 3's ROFLMAO...

To be a smart ass on last comment, What comes easy to me (like making videos maybe, I never realized it wasn't for everyone) come with cost of not being able to do things well like phones or email, which, I've documented since 1992 as a key to my success. HP had me get rid of my administrative assistant (to me another sign the drugs were rotting my brain; I've never been a pussy ahem pushover before) and I'm overwhelmed. It's hard to do what you people (you people LOL) do. People see what they can't do, not what I can't do sometimes and it's OK.

Re: Darren Williger is a Handsome Bald Man

Darren "DWilly" Williger — Sat, 25 Jan 2014 13:54:24 -0000

I missed one! OK to "how are you ever going to work again when people find documentation of the disaster that your life is? Maybe you're not thinking that far ahead. God bless you."

First, thanks for the blessings. To the first part, the how am I ever going to work again is the first part, the 'after find', well, to that part as I heal, I hope that my future customers or employers find a man who pushed through and recovered from this and respect me for the man I am, perhaps working arrangements to leverage my strengths and have others use theirs, it's how I've always worked. This got weird. It's "why" I'm sharing, it's like me as a little kid getting my ass shoved in lockers for intellectual and creative gifts, and me running outside to the playground, where other kids could say "hey, be nice to Darren, he's cool". I've been bulled my whole life but not like this since childhood. I've been blessed my whole life to have beautiful friends find me and love me how I am. My blog is a playground and it's time for recess!

Re: Darren Williger is a Handsome Bald Man

Darren "DWilly" Williger — Sat, 25 Jan 2014 13:47:29 -0000

Very bald LOL and thanks for commenting.

Unsure if you'll revisit, as your crafty email won't get through, but very grateful for blog comments.

You gave me a great "Funny, you don't look autistic" title for future post. It's one of many reasons I don't discuss autism. It's unique for each person and other physiological, neurological, psychological and other factors play a great deal into each person's individual experience. Personally, I never chose to share as believe we each have our burdens and fought my whole life (over-compensated) to fit in. I'd busted through appearing normal over and over, only to be made special by my parents, until running away, eventually becoming property of the state.

Homosexual? I wish! Heard of an app called Grindr, and idea of no-small-talk intimacy (or, as I'd call STIR, Short Term Intimacy Requirements) sounds great, but just like my brain, I'm wired heterosexual.

Also, it's Williger. Willinger is Jwillie.

Addict? Maybe. Dependent? Probably. Been trying to detox from this nonsense encouraged by my manager since Feb and kept being encouraged due to HP crap. I also can see where this is "out of sync" and that bothers me too. You've motivated me to do something for myself (and hopefully your amusement too, it was cool learning what I find very therapeutic in any way impacted someone, so there's so real weird stuff I'm sure you'll dig).

I'll be going full-disclosure on my blog and YouTube. Reasons they'd been unlisted or private were to keep quiet with Sedgwick, HP, AON and doctors.

Sharing CT? Well, you've not made offer like "hello, I'm a top neurologist and wanted to give you a free second opinion", so not worth the effort. Also damn well aware I'm constantly "re-learning" and at the moment, that sounds idiotic, specifically from my (IMFUR - In My Fucked Up Reality) mind state, which does include pharmaceulogihell, I see no value to. Sell me on why, and if beneficial to me or others, I'll consider sharing it. Totally transparent here, it's Sedgwick I don't want to get this as they triggered many bad neurological events before taking further steps which triggered more nonsense. It makes no sense to me and likely unbelievable to you or anyone, so I'll be sharing that publicly and previous medical data I NEVER Wanted this! HP leaked my medical information in the first place following 2nd concussion and started a whirlwind of hell in the rumor pool freaking me out. I basically went quiet, told by HP, AON and Sedgwick that I could "only" contact Sedgwick. I was so effed up in the head from concussions, shock, and continuous use of mediums which hurt me (come on, I hide my autism in plain sight with websites dedicated to how much I hate phones and the like), that I believed them. That decline was VERY hard to see. Doctors told me it's normal to forget events during fugue states and around time of concussions but I took video.

Wasn't fired for making videos LOL those were to document I was wise enough to record smart enough not to publish (have MANY RULES in place). Actions proceeded my actions on Twitter and I am embarrassed. I'll be candid; not looking to point out "this happened it's my excuse" but to share as "this happened, this was my response, this is how I'd normally respond, this is what's different since the brain injuries, where can I improve".

Videos were part of my life before HP and the only allowed and encouraged medium for me. My assumption is your statement is an assumption or envy (you may correct me, stating assumption as don't know and need to re-learn a lot) that my videos somehow are time consuming. These, like other things that I learn others don't do naturally, I actually do. Some things I don't.

Never thought to record BP readings with cuffs, though have some and have about 500 that I've not posted as it's just boring as hell but have created a separate YouTube channel just for my BP logs.

The videos were for Doctor Khipple, who doubted many machine's accuracy when over-prescribing vs. permitting an MRI or CT after 2nd injury. My new doctors (plural, yes they have several excellent folks figuring out how I survived this after meeting me) think it's silly for me to make videos of my BP so I've got to unlearn that. They prefer the Android app as we can diagnose trends and look at non-drug ways to keep improving.

To the HP on Twitter thing - YIKES! Very not-me, until @DominickEvans mentioned I wasn't myself, I didn't realize. Behavior I've noticed consistently following concussions is I quickly try to re-assemble, like "what was I doing I must make sure I do what I was doing", it's a bit weird, but it's not, it's like all of us, autistic or neuro-normal, we want to always appear to have our shit together even when we don't, and that... that's what bothers me! Yes I'm mad at how HP attacked my family and medical orders and how they fired me, but not that they fired me. I'm mad at me for tweeting in a concussed state. The circumstances, which I'll document in shameful detail, again aren't an excuse, it's for me and others like me to learn.

To the YouTube, WOW it's WAY out of sync. I'm going to go plan a big vLog dump, get all that shit out of the way and start sharing what I want you to see, is me pushing through this muck to be Darren!

Regarding legal stuff.. Starting FMLA I'd contacted attorneys, researched rights, etc. After PTSD diagnosis when HP's Human Resources pretexted me, then my mom, I wasn't able to speak or understand people. It's very weird to see my communications decline while Id been trying to get my processes back together (will have to share more in other posts or ask any questions).

Doctor, provided by HP helped me get off the drugs, it was wonderful the video http://youtu.be/E1aStEEWQB8 helps show this. Again, I do get from your perspective how my broken timeline (kicks my ass too) is showing you things out of order, and appreciate knowing this. Mostly grateful to learn you were paying attention.

Got a video, not released yet when realizing had I been on Twitter the past year I would have received immediate help vs. counting 100% on Sedgwick as lifeline (to that, yes I was obviously brain damaged to believe that, this is rather clear as I've begun to wake up). In this video, I'm crying. I've never seen me this emotional. It again supports why I wish at times I were gay LOL but I'm just a smiling bald man with emotions, always happy inside, overwhelmed a bit with new emotions but taking it as a chance to grow and connect differently, and that's OK.

Let me know if I missed anything and thanks again!

Re: Darren Williger is a Handsome Bald Man

Darren "Dwilly" Williger — Fri, 24 Jan 2014 18:54:40 -0000

You're bald, yes that's for sure. But you're just not handsome. I think it's more like "Darren Willinger is a Bald Unemployed Drug Addict Sociopathic Homosexual ". BUDASH--- hey I like that! I've watched some of your videos. I've never met you but it's clear you got fired from HP because you spent all of your time making stupid movies and getting high on pills instead of doing your job. Then you tried to file a medical claim scam/insurance fraud. No one is buying your brain damage autism story. That picture of the bump on your head isn't even the right kind to cause a brain problem. That is why we never saw the results of your MRI. We never even see the blood pressure cuff around your arm, all of those readings are fake too. Complaining about things on youtube isn't going to help you. If you can find an attorney that believes your BS, then sue HP. But you haven't done that because you know yourself you made all of this shit up and a lawyer isn't going to waste her time on a case she can't win. You probably should take all of this stuff down-- all of the blogs and all of the videos, and try to do something to save yourself. Go into self-preservation mode Although---watching your decay is highly entertaining. On the road you are traveling down, how are you ever going to work again when people google you and find documentation of the disaster that your life is? Maybe you're not thinking that far ahead. God bless you.

Re: Brain Damaged Zombie Road Rages With Comcast

Lisa — Tue, 17 Dec 2013 20:20:47 -0000

You are a lunatic. If you are truly narcoleptic you are not allowed to have a drivers license. You are not safe to be on the road and the fact that you are (and while being distracted by cameras) makes me fear for my children of driving age. You seem like a dangerous person and I hope for a quick resolution to the problem that is you for the safey of others.

Re: Discovering Some Newer Ways Creates Better Brighter Days!

Kevin Masi — Wed, 29 May 2013 13:33:06 -0000

Darren, pretty heavy. Good to understand what's going on for you. I know the blogging is therapeutic. Kudos to you for having this outlet.

Re: All About the BTU’s of a Barbeque Grill

kris — Thu, 16 May 2013 19:11:19 -0000

do high alltitudes require higher btu's?

Re: Discovering Some Newer Ways Creates Better Brighter Days!

Darren "DWilly" Williger — Sun, 05 May 2013 16:30:59 -0000

Darren. Congrats on finding your balls. Love, Darren

Re: Doctor Says Hypertension from my Job Is Killing Me!

Darren "DWilly" Williger — Sat, 04 May 2013 23:41:25 -0000

This post was previously published privately. I'd not wanted to share health conditions and first several months only discussed with my manager at work. I didn't want friends or family to worry.

This wasn't healthy and I'm working on getting better. Situation has gotten worse as this was bad back in November when my doctor insisted that I take time from work. I was repeatedly advised to risk myself by those I trusted. When I finally did take time from work, it came with just bizarre retaliation, chased with pretexting human resources personnel, spiking even worse problems. Month into begging for a break when I've burned leave just being tormented has gone too far - taking back control of my health. Working with two doctors. Avoiding workplace toxicity and willing to risk getting fired if that's what's necessary for me to be healthier.

Re: The Origins of Soil

Chris Mwaba — Mon, 04 Feb 2013 03:28:47 -0000

Thank you, my son will be happy, he was looking for this information.

Re: Which is Worse for you, Cigarettes or Cigars?

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Re: Where Did That Tobacco Come From?

Djl4439 — Tue, 26 Jun 2012 12:01:49 -0000

Tobacco dates back as early as 5000 BC. It has been practiced in one form or another since ancient times.Cannabis smoking in India has been known at least since 2000 BC. Marijuana was ccommon in the Middle East before the arrival of tobacco, and was early on a common social activity that centered around the type of water pipe called a hookah. So it wasn't only the Native Americans influence.

Re: How to Go About the Purchase of a Guitar

Vulcan Termite — Mon, 04 Jun 2012 12:13:03 -0000

I guess i should stick with your terrific tips from on! I've been trying and trying to do good on that field, i just love music and everything associated with it, but i guess music doesn't love me.

Re: Where Did That Tobacco Come From?

Sum0008 — Tue, 27 Mar 2012 18:03:25 -0000

thanks